Sad Reality
Your story is most like Sad Reality. Perhaps you have been hurt by someone close or wish that something recent had not happened. This suggests that you are a rather deeper person and enjoy tings to their fullest, but perhaps expect a lot or too much out of them. You are disapointed when things dont work out, and often you seem to blame then on yourself. But don't feel bad, for you have a gift: the gift of thought. Without this gift, no one in the world would feel happy at anytime, because we would all disreagaurd each other.
